Old Feelings

Lately I’ve noticed more and more how hard it is for me to let go of some old feelings. They are feelings that I was never really comfortable with, including anger at injustice and things, but they don't seem to go away.

I've always had sort of a disconnect when trying to do this. I know in my head and in my heart to let go and let God; forgive; etc. Yet the heart and head can never seem to join up at the same time with this.

With everything going on I think I'm noticing the struggle of letting go of these feelings especially because they seem somewhat insignificant to the bigger things I may be called to let go at some point in time.

I don't want to be angry forever at things that happened, things that aren't fair. It's funny because I never got angry before. I would turn it inward and it would come to the forefront in other ways but now that I'm noticing the anger feeling I can't get it to go away for the life of me! This is sure a turn around :) I guess maybe I'm not sure of it's anger/hurt or what the name of these feelings are, but whatever it's called I want out!